could it be the second time again....
i thought i have finally got over....
the past years....
i don't wanna been through again...
I am so afraid...
but i have no one to tell...
it's not that no one will listen to me...
but.... none knows how I feel truely...
I really really don't wanna go over again...
i don't know how much i can handle it this time...
I am really so afraid....
afraid to lose all again....
found that i become as fragile as before again...
little thing could make me think much...
everthing could make me cry...
don't like how the way i am...
but....i don't know what else i could do...
To LE
12 年前
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i know what you can mom,
聽我跟你說
:(
You must be going thru so much. And you're right, your friends probably don't know exactly just how awful it is. And the worst thing is, we don't even know how to help. We can only pray that it won't start again. Add oil, Ju~
老友..
保重阿..
很多事情真的是很說出口..
可是說出來真的會讓你好過很多..
不要虐待自己..把苦全部一個人自己吞..
有空多找人聊聊或者多寫些BLOG吧..
加油吧
招喚授的主人
不管發生什麼好事或壞事
都該好好珍惜活著的每一天
加油
共勉之
Robert
u can do it, Judy~
i can fight it and u will win!!
加油!
Linda
Judy,
I guess what I can say might not be what you want to hear, but really is what you should hear. I have seen how you work before, I see your diligence, your determination, and your strong will to do all that you can to presevere through all things in the university. Sitting behind you not beside you gave me a different perspective of you, and having the chance to work with you in tasks allowed me to understand how strong a person you are. We all will be weak at times in our life, and my life have taken really drastic turns in the last year, getting married, and having a new baby girl are a lot for me to handle, plus trying to balance everything in my life combining with my new family's life... Things just ain't the same anymore... I heard you have been taking more serious academic endeavours and I truly wish you all the best. Don't be afraid about losing it, I lost everything and still am here, and well. I picked myself up, after all the impossible feelings i had for myself. I doubted everything in life with my religion (lack thereof) I really didn't know where to look for help, but I got it now, just don't give up, don't you worry about the things that don't happen well around you, they really do work themselves out, just let them be. I don't know exactly what you are going through, but from what I experienced, things really find their own ways, life is never meant to be contained or controlled, but it is to be experienced. Good or bad, no immediate ramifications will be foretold, it's until somewhat later in your life you will realize things happen for their own meanings and you will always go on strong like i know you will. Keep your chin up Juju, you will be fine, have a good day. Sun will always shine more often on your side of globe, so really take in the sun's warmth and embrace it in your heart, use that energy to readjust yourself and propel yourself forward. It's good to talk to you again, I will forever miss that time I ask for your phone number outside MacDonald... that was just plain funny... See you later, good luck. Dave.
Read the thoughts among JuJu and her friends, JuJu seems in a stranded situation. Since not knowing how it is ('was' I hope), can simply pass a song for JuJu.
This song always soothe my soul when in miserable. You may find it somewhere from the Net, it's back to '70s, "Wildflowers" by Skylark. Many singers translate this song, but only the original is the best. Be sure to read the lyric.
Hope this helps, and pray for you.
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