monology~~

Looking back, seeing what is behind
Looking up, seeing what is ahead
I miss the old time being a student
I also look forward for the future

Looking throught pics from the past years,
@ Oklahoma, being the only Chinese in the town
remember how I cried through every single night
remember how I talked with non-sense English grammer
remember the day i was finally flying home after an year of study aborad
remember......

@ Minnesota, seeing snowing for the first time in my life
remember the day moved in the dorm and met my roommate
remember how ppl used to make fun of my poor English
remember how I got mad so easily and fought with friends
remember raced in the snow field and had snow-fight
remember......

@ Vancouver, was amazed by the number of Chinese ppl there
remember the first economic classes with 500 other classmates
remember waited for my friend at the skytrain for TWO hrs
remember how i joined the LE club and being one of the assistants
remember I failed organic chem midterm with only 20% grade
remember those friends who helped me and care about me
remember......

Feel sad that i might not even be able to meet with the ppl i met/knew/love again for the past 7 years
Since i am such a lazy person, not contacting with old friends much....
but this doesn't mean i don't think of them or miss even them....

@ Taiwan, working hard for my first job ever
trying to fit into the new environment
trying to make what i learned in school useful
trying to perform the best i can
trying and trying.....

Maybe i will be a student again sometimes later in the future
Maybe I will be working from now on all my life
Maybe I will get married someday and being as a housewife
Maybe....

Not knowing what my future will be....
But certainly I cherish all the memory i been through....good or bad


ps: don't know what i am taying for, can just totally ignore me....hahahaha